Friday, October 30, 2009

and..I think too much about myself!

Wow. So I think entirely too much about myself. It's pretty amazing that the Lord has not struck me dead from sheer vanity before now. I mean seriously. I have been overwhelmed by how much time I spend thinking about things that revolve around me. I'll be honest, Satan tries to hide how rewarding it is to spend more time thinking of others and less of ourselves. I mean it just creeps in doesn't it. We have the best ideas, the cutest clothes. We are the smartest people we know. We deserve this, We deserve that. I mean gross. Sincerely gross.
It makes me realize that I have the greatest friends. Some of my friends, honestly Erin in particular, is insanely selfless. I don't mean to call her out and she probably hates the very fact that I do, but she really is amazing. Super talented and humble. I mean truly I could list so many of the people I love and how they spend most of their hours thinking about others, but there is no need. It is Christ in them that causes this and I am more than grateful that the Lord has given them patience and love in their hearts for me. So to all of you my friends- thank you for loving me. (Even though some of you called me out a long time ago- Danielle Anders!)